I Truly Understand (just rambling)

One day a while back, I was sitting at my neighbors house with her family talking about life. During the conversation we discussed working versus being a housewife. Well her sister stated that the reason she is a housewife is because she didnt like working cause she didnt like being around alot of people. Now that sounded retarded as hell to me back then, but now it really doesnt seem so bad cause people are truly getting on my last damn nerve.

My car pool no matter how early we leave always gets me to work at the same time, LATE! She likes to tell me the day b4, "oh i am ridining in with my hubby tomorrow or i am leaving early this afternoon." To which I am left looking like "WTF!! Well thanks for telling me, sheesh."

Then there are the folks I work with who are like "lets have a meeting in the morning to discuss what we know about this project." Well what time in the morning? I mean you dont come in till 10 am as is so do you mean late morning or early afternoon? Or the other chick that always wants to know how to do something when in the beginning of the of our office transistion where they decided she would be a better fit than me, I completely flooded her inbox with examples of everything she could possibly need to know, but no, instead of looking she decides to ask me. I am like I typed up a document that walks you through the work but yet you still ask me. I sent you countless emails with examples and explanations, but yet you still ask me. I have physically shown you and walked you threw everything, but yet you still ask me! I dont get it. They deemed you the better fit but all these many months later (which I think its been atleast 6) you still asking me so hell I may as well had of stayed put.

I got a car and credit cards that I pay for but are unable to use. I got a job that bores the heck out of me. I got friends that need more than a starving baby left in the woods. I have people who tell me I am not personably but yet they keep talking to me. I think I am becoming an alcoholic and to top it all off, I have gained 15 lbs since early 05!!! This is just the beginning of 06 and I am already ready for it to be done with.

I am almost 30 dag nabbit. When will that damn knight in shinning armor that my mother read to me so many countless nights as a child come find me and take me away to the dang blasted castle with the maids and cooks and drivers so that we can live happily ever after. I mean really, I am not hard to find. I have lived in the same house for the last 15 yrs with the same phone number for the last 10. Do I need to put a flag out front. If google earth can find me surely he can. I dont want to end up being that lady with the 30 cats and the house that smells like a liter box.