why do i even bother?

1. why did my ride tell me to be ready by 720 when she didnt leave her house till 745?
2. why when she got to my house we still had to drop her kidd off at daycare?
3. why did i have to listen to her rant about her selfish husband?
4. why would you get mad at him for not assisting you with the kid when you told him before the kid popped out that he didnt have to?
5. why was she complaining about morning traffic? its called rush hour for a reason dammit!!
6. why did it take 2 hrs to get to work when it normally barely takes me an hour?
7. why do i have to ride all the way to her office and get on the train to get to my office when we pass my office to get to hers?
8. why do i keep allowing myself to be put in these situations trying to be nice when no matter what i do people still think i am mean?
9. why am i wasting precious time posting in this damn blog when i should be doing work to make up for the fact that i was a whole damn hour late to work?